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[ Mar 29 05 @9:03P] |
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SO! i think i found a prom dress.. maybe. turns out, i've got to ask my dad to buy it for me, how awkward. scarey im nervous.haha i found it at Macy's tonight.Alison and i were at the mall and i needed a new belt buckle..seeing as my wonderous,popular spinner BROKE!((tearsssss))i got a realllly huge hawt one that, et this, is a beer bottle opener! i personally think it's awesomeness. and these too hot guys helped me pick it out. ALison and i also got some interseitng cheap-o sunglasses. my first pair of aviators hahahah soo corny but their hilarious! ALSO we played DDR...sadly i'm addicted now. i know i know, it's a shame but i can't help myself. anyways, on the subject of prom..Mikey asked Alison and Vincenzo is going with someone from another shcool. so its down to..a really hot guy i would have to babysit, or Adam H if he doesn't have a g/f. whatever, i heard tickets are 35! that's reallllly good. Alison has 2! GOREGOUS student teachers.. and who do i get.. mr.carey, nasty, old frizeak. and then she got the hottest sub of my life. lol lucky ducky. ugh. i just got a sad feeling out of no where. this weekend needs to be partyfull. it better be, i need a place to wear my new buckle. im gonna go i don't feel happy anymore..
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[ Mar 22 05 @8:19P] |
I've been working on this art project,it seems, for everrrr.I'm determined to finish it by thrusday and have it up. maybe even by tommorow. Its gonna be the one wiht x-rays if you wanna look for it. I LOST MY (art)JOURNAL! I personally think someone stole. idk why they would even want it thou, there was only like 3 or 4 things that were kinda good. it's a sad thing. tastee freeze is open. YESAH! so I've hired a detective to get some information for me... tommorow the spy will be coming back and giving me my information. and the outcome of this information will pretty much determine weather or not I try and bring someone back into my life that was once a big part of it.. idk im kinda nervous either way it goes. whatever. I don't really wanna think about it, but it's like he's always there-in the back of my mind and I just don't want to end up changing my mind and hurting him maybe again. okay I'm done. oh boy this weekend I'm at my Fajah's(FATHER'S) house. what a drag. Jackie is annoying when she talks like a baby.and Patty.. is just a biatch to me sometimes and I cant help but be mean back, but I love it when I do that and my dad laughs and Patty gets all mad casue she knows I'm right. whateverrrrrrr peacee
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[ Mar 19 05 @10:42A] |
Alison Mary Ann and Brenna are at JO's this weekend so they can't rizealy do anything. so last night I went to Michele's adn we drove around. Then Mikey called and wanted to chill so he picked us up and tried to go to tastey freeze but they were closed!! then we went to total opposite direction to get to tollgate cause Mike missed the turn on cherry st. so we went all the way around from Bethlehem 4 corners to tollgate thruogh Albany. and we got rock hard gum that was soooo old. and im really mad at Mike b/c he told me he quit smoking and then he lit up in the car! he said Vincenzo made him start again casue he would always smoke in front of him. its a damn shame, those two and their smoking..anyways I hope Mike calls tonight so I don't end up going to this party that's a last resort thing. whatev. if they will give me free drinks which I was told would be happening, I'm all for it. okay maybe the girls will come home early today and be not going back for finals lol. I've decided that I miss Albany people a little.. it seems like we never do anything with them anymore its all about Bethlehem these days.anywaysssssssssss I want a date for prom right now. There's no one left from our shcool really and they are like the only guys who know how to dance hahaah I might end up asking an old friend if no one asks me.. I'm sure everyone could guess who that would be lol I miss him okaoy im out peaaace
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[ Mar 15 05 @5:08P] |
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soo I think I'm gonna start writing in here more. Today I got out of art to go to some thing to talk about colleges with a bunch of people who have Mrs. Orsini. and Jake was looking hot. Jess is soooo funny I love hanging out with her and with the two of us and our laughing.. it's quite a site. Some one let out a stink bomb on the 3rd floor today and it was really sick and made us all gag through the halls. Alison got a prom dress and its cute, now I'm jealous and want one lol. tommorow 1/2 day! yessahhh I'm excited to not have bio. we're going out to lunch but we don't know exactly where yet. so I'm going to look at a car on the 23rd i think its a blue toyota camrey, it was like 2500 but my mom got it lowered to 1800 sooo I'm gonna be needing a job to help pay for the insurance. the 20th we have practice for confirmation stations of the cross, but it shouldn't be that bad if...is there. I'm gonna be kind of sad when it's over. idk . peace
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[ Mar 05 05 @10:56P] |
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soooooo last night, bchs wild west... how about not lol and next weekend 70s 80s heck yessss(in napoleon voice) im feinding for a drink right now, somthing hard and sweet..its been a logn week and im ready for it to be over. peace out
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[ Jan 11 05 @6:41P] |
sooooooooo idk about me being that butttttt i do know that i am really attracted to them hahah :-*
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[ Jan 10 05 @7:42P] |
You met her a few months ago, and somehow she managed to seep into your subconscious like that "Suga how you get so fly" song. Just like you have no clue who the hell sings it, you don't know why she's there. But she is, whether you like it or not. You know her cell phone, her room phone. You can dial her Aunt Doreen's house in West Springfield (where she goes to do her laundry every two weeks) faster than you can peck-out 911. But she doesn't know.
Her screenname, that generic one with her first name followed by three to five random numbers or UMass, has its own category at the top of your buddy list. Not only do you know what a "Buddy Alert" is, you've rigged your computer to play "Fat Guy in a Little Coat" from "Tommy Boy" every time her screen name changes from gray to black. Then her away message comes down, and you have a decision to make. To IM or not to IM? These are the ridiculous games that you play on a daily basis. But she doesn't know.
She's it. All right, so maybe not "it" it. Not necessarily Ms. Right, but closer to Ms. Right-up-there-with-Anna-Kournikova-and-Lizzie-McGuire-on-your-list-of-people-you'd-give-anything-to-be-stranded-with-on-a-broken-down-elevator. But it's about more than that. When is it ever about more than that? Never. Not like frilly white dress, overpriced catering, embarrassing drunk in-laws more, but closer to UMass sweatpants, two D.P. Dough Roni Zonies, a futon and a movie you have no interest in seeing more. But she doesn't know.
She's gorgeous, but gorgeous is an understatement. More like you're startled every time you see her because you notice something new in a "Where's Waldo" sort of way. More like you can't stop writing third grade run-on sentences because you can't remotely begin to describe something ... someone ... so inherently amazing. But you're a writer. You can describe anything. That's what you do: pictures to words, events to words, words to even better words. But nothing seems right. More like you're afraid that if you stare at her for too long, you'll prove your parents right: that yes, your face will stick that way. But you wouldn't mind.
You wouldn't mind that the questioning, "Hello?" on the other end makes you want to smile and throw up at the same time. You wouldn't mind worrying about what to get her for her birthday and spending $300 when you only have $17.50 and a Triple-A card to your name. You wouldn't mind that she left your TV on and the blaring infomercials wake you up at 4 a.m. ... because it gives you a chance to watch her sleep. You don't mind that you've slipped up twice when you were hammered and hinted at how you feel, but she was too drunk to remember. So she doesn't know.
Sure, she's pretty, but it's about more than that. You two connect. Anything you throw at her, she can throw right back. You figured out what's going on in that predictable head of hers in under five minutes, but something tells you her heart would take about five years.
You remember everything she's ever said to you, and when that freaks her out you blame it on your photographic memory (which is a lie, you have a 2.7 GPA). You can't remember your teaching assistant's name, and you can't remember that your Puffton rent check was due four days ago, yet you remember the middle name of the kid who tripped her in fifth grade and gave her that cute little scar on her shoulder. Maybe it's because you actually listen when she talks. When do you actually listen? Never. But she doesn't know.
But she has a boyfriend. The kid is a tool, and you are not. He has no redeeming qualities, and you have about 38, even when you're hung over. You could kick his butt, and you've never been in a fight in your life. He treats her like crap, and you would treat her like the princess she believed herself to be on Halloween in 1988.
But she loves him. He wouldn't know what he had even if she slapped him across the face and dumped him, but somehow she still loves him. And somehow she still doesn't know.
Then, out of nowhere, she slaps him across the face and dumps him. She comes to you. You've been there before, so you seem like the smartest guy on earth. She cries, but your corny half-joke, half-compliment somehow gets a smile out of her that almost makes you feel ashamed that you're the only one around who gets to witness it. It looks like you might make her realize that all guys don't deserve to have rocks thrown at them.
But nothing changes. She doesn't know. You get that library elevator feeling in your stomach that she'll never know. You get that feeling that you'll be forced to write a cheesy Collegian column about her that makes "Sleepless in Seattle" look like "Girls Gone Wild."
You go to sleep. You wake up. She doesn't know. You're not in love. You're not obsessed. You blame it on the fact that you just need to get some, but still, it's about more than that. It would just be nice if once in your life, things worked out the way you wanted them to.
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[ Jan 09 05 @4:30P] |
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i was ballin at snow ball..it was hot
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[ Jun 14 04 @4:22P] |
| How to make a bonzcottentail |
Ingredients:
1 part pride
1 part arrogance
5 parts beauty |
Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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[ Jun 02 04 @10:29P] |
sooooooooo i hooked up the computer. and it was fun lol today i went to shcool came home watched my new (old) show Full House did some homework played wiht the animals, gave the stinkers a bath anddddd hooked up the comp. anddddd you know i am sick of pretending!!!!!!!!!! BUT im too nice of a person to be realy with this thing. and idc who yo uare, im not gonna tell you what thats about, but i really want just get everyhting out and i cant.it just really is not fun.
anyways on a lighter note.. knows that i like him............. and its been a few weeks. and i know he doesnt want a g.f but i cant help liking him! i knew that he didnt want a g.f but i felt liek if he didnt know i could never reallllly feel good about it. even though it wasnt the response iwould have liked, i still like him and im glad that he knows, its like a weight has been lifted. he has changed so much in the past few months, ive liked him for a while but i never told anyone that i really did like him i just said he was one of my good friends,although, darren guessed iliekd him and eric did as well, without me tellign ANYONE so i guess he prob. already knew but i know he had to have like me in the winter b.c he was so aweome those months and he has changed ever since spring came. and he has just did a 180 and is not really the same guy i fell in like with. lol feel in like, that sounds so corny but i certiantly am not in love wiht him so i just like him, i think i like who he was and i cant get the old him out of my head and its just so awkward.i wish things were the same . and this song seems to describe it perfectly
This may never start, we could fall apart And id be your memory,lost your sense of fear Feelings disappear, i will be your memory So get back back, back to where we lasted Just like i imagine, i could never feel this way So get back back, back to the disaster My heart's beating faster, holding on to feel the same
wellll anyways let me change the subject so i can get my mind off that sub. thats been on the brain for so soo long. this weekend was awesome. maryann and brenna are deffinatly 2 of the most fun people to hang out with (wiht alison there as well) lets get this converstaion fired up!and brenna youve been waiting sooo long for my parents to go awa yagain.. well they arent but i now whos are!! sooo this weekend shall be a great time hahaha.
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[ Jun 01 04 @10:42A] |
its studyhall we're bored again its me jen and bonnie of corse cause its sposta be her journal jen likes nino bonnie likes vincenzo sara loves alot of people anyways so we're bored and its study hall schools almost over thank god 9 days phew bonnie swears she'll update more that is if she remembers her password bonnie loves chubbers aka fatties i like when they have big butts nice butts like zack haha sara- saw shrek 2 this weekend it was good pinocio was wearing a pink thong bonnie-saw 33 at the mall hell yeah he was looking SEXY! jen-saw nino this weekend with his xgirlfriend and this really fat girl/guy i wasn't sure. i went to the mall on friday and there was this lady that was helping us and she was the beastlest lady she had a beard hair all over her face it was gross.she was working @ old navy if you wanna go stalk her.
ok so we dont know what to write anymore so i think we'll go now cause this shits boring
bonnie-hold up. ummm i thinkthat i like sara- Johnny depp *insert moaning* orlando bloom?
JOHNNY DEPP
IS GREAT
he's so hot
dont mind us we just love him and sara would fuck him in a heart beat
so would jen
bonnie says no
cause she's a losers and she likes fatso's aka chubbers
aka cab drivers
lol im just kidding
bonnie-that tree is so ugly!
Bonnie ur once crazy biotch.
ok screw this we'll update in mine next with more
random thoughts
PEACE
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hey guys its bonzie and sara uh.... <> sara:she doesn't know what to write guys bonnie- hahah heh.. i like home depot heh and i like choclotate sara: did i spell that right? bonnie- no.. its cho-co-late ok so she likes chocolate not choclotate bonnie*waves at guy outside "hey sexy"* he's gross with long hair sun glasses and a bandana i miss luigi haha oh yes mrs gava says no sitting on desks biotch!! *downloading aim* *bonnie looking through ms vaughn's desk * ew it wont let us download aim poopie crap!!- yeah ok that was sara this is such a random post!! moo! *bonnie humming grease lightnight/ the song that doesn't end..* does that make sensE??
ok well we're gonna go peace guys party tonight!! i cannot wait to party tonight! i wasn't meant for that to be said i was just.. im really an camereon from the real world cause ya know she said that brad is a really not mature boy nooooo! ur a poop head no ur an asswhipe piss covered vagina hair asshole shit dangling penis wrinkle (the bells bout 2 ring)
BYE BYE
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